Sian, Depressed, Stressed, Sad, Emotionless.

Wtf man.... something very F***ed happened & im forced to choose a decision which makes me really sian etc...... & now im just rotting @ home.. Finally something *BIG* came to bother me & I finally cannot solve it e way that i want & I admit defeat to it. The problem solver finally cant solve problems. I cant concentrate on anithing at the moment cos im super sianzzz depressed stressed emotionless etc etc etc etc etc.. Hopefully by a few days time I could pick myself up & have a normal mood again & can continue to persue what I want.. btw.. 4 dreams become 3 now. Im really forced & have to no choice but to take up that decision & choice. Im really feeling F***ed too now. bye